I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain the only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away but I remember everything
What have I become, my sweetest friend?
Everyone I know goes away in the end
NIN, Hurt
Once upon a time,
He offered you what you wanted.
He gave you nothing but pain, tears and an endless hunger for more.
He made you swear.
He wanted you to want.
You did.
And still do.